Accession: L02680
Editorial Title: Mary L. Bean to Augusta Holmes Swasey, April 6, 1839
Author: Mary L. Bean 
Recipient: Augusta Holmes Swasey 
Date: April 6, 1839
Manuscript Description: Handwritten by Mary L. Bean on lined paper from Meredith, New Hampshire.
Archival Note: A portion of this letter is quoted by Robert Peel as possibly by Mary Baker Eddy on page 52 of his Mary Baker Eddy: The Years of Discovery. But in note 64 on pages 317-318 of the same book, he gives evidence suggesting that the letter is not by Eddy. The current consensus is that this letter, as well as L02679 and L02681, were written by Mary L. Bean and not by Eddy.
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My dear Augusta,

That I may have a "chat" with you this afternoon, I lay aside all other business and take up the pen.

It is a delightful afternoon, similar to the one on which you and myself assumed the solemn title of "husband, and 'little spouse". Have you forgotten that memorable ride?

I have not, and indeed, I think I never shall. I sincerely hope and trust my dear Augusta, that the friendship which had existed between us, is founded upon a basis too solid to be shaken by trifles. How many friendships, (so-calledAs Written:so called, but sadly miscalled) have such a foundation that a mere word is sufficient to dissolve them– forever. But I hope such will not be the case with us. If we each possess a forgiving spirit, much pain may be spared us. I can but hope you will be ready to forgive all you have ever seen amiss in me, for I am conscious I have not faithfully performed all the duties incumbent on a "little spouse." But I don't know but I shall lose you. I hear strange reports about you. How does the "Doctor" do? I hope he is well and prosperous.

Dear A―, would that I could give you advice with regard to the religious state of your mind. But I feel that I wander far, very far from the path of duty, therefore I cannot say as much as I would to others. O, the sinfulness of my own heart! When I look within, and see the vileness existing there, and how exceedingly prone I am to wander from the Source of all good, I can but wonder at the forbearance and long-suffering of God towards me. Pray for me dearest Augusta, and be assured you are remembered by me.

I receivedAs Written:rec'd letters a few weeks since from Miss Balch & Greenough. Miss G- was then at Salisbury on a visit to an aunt.

She thinks of going to Ipswich this summer to school. Miss Balch expects to go somewhere has not decided where.

I receivedAs Written:rec'd a letter from Miss Burnham in San.Editorial Note: Possibly Sanbornton Bridge (now Tilton), New Hampshire I am expecting another daily. She was then attending school at R— Miss L. Howard wrote me last week. She has been attending a singing schoolAs Written:singing-school & dancing schoolAs Written:dancing-school. She wrote that Miss Shedd is engaged, and that Caroline Dean received letters from Geo A. Merrill, who by the way, is now at BostonEditorial Note: Boston, Massachusetts.

Miss Sutherland's father has been very sick. I have heard that Miss Delano is preparing in all possible haste to be married next Autumn. I cannot vouch for the truth of it, for I believe but few reports that I hear "nowadaysAs Written:now a-days". I think if everyoneAs Written:every one would be cautious in reporting flying stories, a great deal less of falsehood would be . spoken—

I have not heard from Elisabeth Noyes for a long time. I have expected a letter for more than a week. I cannotAs Written:can not write more now, for I must write a letter to our daughter Betsey this P. M. I receivedAs Written:rec'd one from her week before last. Her school had closed. Please to write soon, if you can take the trouble. I have written in great haste.

Your affectionateAs Written:aff. "spouse,"
Mary.

You ask me if I have read the Prisoner of ChillonEditorial Note: “The Prisoner of Chillon” is a poem by George Gordon Byron (Lord Byron).. I believe I have not. I have read several of Byron’s pieces, such as the Corsair, Manfred, et ceteraAs Written:&c. and was pleased with them.

Do you take the Lady's BookEditorial Note: Godey’s Lady’s Book? I think they are very interesting.

Are you going to school this summer? ―


Sandbornton BridgeEditorial Note: Sanbornton Bridge (later Tilton), New Hampshire,
New HampshireAs Written:N. H.
Favored by Miss Horr.)
L02680
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My dear Augusta,

That I may have a "chat" with you this afternoon, I lay aside all other business and take up the pen.

It is a delightful afternoon, similar to the one on which you and myself assumed the solemn title of [?] Unclear or illegible  "husband, and 'little spouse". Have you forgotten that memorable ride?

I have not, and indeed, I think I never shall. I sincerely hope and trust my dear Augusta, that the friendship which had existed between us, is founded upon a basis too solid to be shaken by trifles. How many friendships, (so calledCorrected:so-called, but sadly miscalled) have such a foundation that a mere word is sufficient to dissolve them– forever. But I hope such will not be the case with us. If we each possess a forgiving spirit, much pain may be spared us. I can but hope you will be ready to forgive all you have ever seen amiss in me, for I am conscious I have not faithfully performed all the duties incumbent on a "little spouse." But I don't know but I shall lose you. I hear strange reports about you. How does the "Doctor" do? I hope he is well and prosperous.

Dear A―, would that I could give you advice with regard to the religious state of your mind. But I feel that I wander far, very far from the path of duty, therefore I cannot say as much as I would to others. O, the sinfulness of my own heart! When I look within, and see the vileness existing there, and how exceedingly prone I am to wander from the Source of all good, I can but wonder at the forbearance and long-suffering of God towards me. Pray for me dearest Augusta, and be assured you are remembered by me.

I rec'dExpanded:received letters a few weeks since from Miss Balch & Greenough. Miss G- was then at Salisbury on a visit to an aunt.

She thinks of going to Ipswich this summer to school. Miss Balch expects to go somewhere has not decided where.

I rec'dExpanded:received a letter from Miss Burnham in San.Editorial Note: Possibly Sanbornton Bridge (now Tilton), New Hampshire I am expecting another daily. She was then attending school at R— Miss L. Howard wrote me last week. She has been attending a singing-schoolCorrected:singing school & dancing-schoolCorrected:dancing school. She wrote that Miss Shedd is engaged, and that Caroline Dean received letters from Geo A. Merrill, who by the way, is now at BostonEditorial Note: Boston, Massachusetts.

Miss Sutherland's father has been very sick. I have heard that Miss Delano is preparing in all possible haste to be married next Autumn. I cannot vouch for the truth of it, for I believe but few repor [?] Unclear or illegible ts that I hear "now a-daysCorrected:nowadays". I think if every oneCorrected:everyone would be cautious in reporting flying stories, a great deal less of falsehood would be saved. spoken—

I have not heard from Elisabeth Noyes for a long time. I have expected a letter for more than a week. I can notCorrected:cannot write more now, for I must write a letter to our daughter Betsey this P. M. I rec'dExpanded:received one from her week before last. Her school had closed. Please to write soon, if you can take the trouble. I have written in great haste.

Your aff.Expanded:affectionate "spouse,"
Mary.

You ask me if I have read the Prisoner of ChillonEditorial Note: “The Prisoner of Chillon” is a poem by George Gordon Byron (Lord Byron).. I believe I have not. I have read several of Byron’s pieces, such as the Corsair, Manfred, &c.Expanded:et cetera and was pleased with them.

Do you take the Lady's BookEditorial Note: Godey’s Lady’s Book? I think it is they are very interesting.

Are you going to school this summer? ―


Sandbornton BridgeEditorial Note: Sanbornton Bridge (later Tilton), New Hampshire,
N. H.Expanded:New Hampshire
Favored by Miss Horr.)
 
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Meredith, New Hampshire Possibly Sanbornton Bridge (now Tilton), New Hampshire “The Prisoner of Chillon” is a poem by George Gordon Byron (Lord Byron). Godey’s Lady’s Book Boston, Massachusetts Sanbornton Bridge (later Tilton), New Hampshire