Your good, kind letterEditorial Note: This letter is not extant. received and many thanks for same. In regard to my unscientific display which I suppose you refer to my office outfit is the least of my trouble.
Other results of Mortal Mind have been much more. But "experience is a good teacher," and I am determined to remedy all I can. My pleasantly located and nicely furnished office has been a pleasure both to patients and myself, not a god on my part but that which I appreciated as being given me by doing good. When patients are waiting my office is cheerful, attractive and gives patients something to think of in - place of themselves. No my dear Teacher that is not where the trouble is, neither is it confined to one thing alone but I am satisfied that I have not kept the "bars up" enough so to speak or in other words have not been on the "Watch"Mark 13:37 And what I say unto you I say unto all, Watch. sufficiently. But when we do turn upon to every "Mortal Evil" and say you have no power, you cannotAs Written:can not control me, God is the only power, and at the same time mean it, there comes a satisfaction that you cannotAs Written:can not get in any other way. But we do get or seem to where we forget to turn upon the enemy without fear and awaken to the fact that we are tumbling. But my dear Teacher I have seen tooAs Written:to much of this, Great TruthEditorial Note: Christian Science and entered into the realization of it too many times especially in my beautiful cures to have one single doubt, and if I settle down into mortal Thought it is the "Floating evil" so to speak, that is ever ready to flood in at any time and I get off my "Watch"Mark 13:37 And what I say unto you I say unto all, Watch. . I am naturally speaking in the old way apt to be too easy at times, for all I have considerable go ahead, and that fault which seems to be a fault at times and at others it serves to calm all fear and soothes my patient, it is a chance for mesmerism to walk in, "too easy" is a good fault As Written: falt at times and a bad one at others. But I understand or can see as realize spiritually too much of ScienceEditorial Note: Christian Science to lose As Written: loose any time or make a single misstep. And I talk pretty hard to Albert B. Dorman at times. Now I fear I have taken too much of your valuable time already and will close, but much of my trouble has been that which I could not control, and when I can look back and see that glorious condition where I am confident I was about to heal instantly all patients, and know if I had been placed under such circumstances and care as you would given me, or which I could advised (which I did not have,) it makes me feel so bad. Trouble broke the spell and I have had to be contented with ordinary work. I am afraid I will never get there again but shall try.