Accession: 237AP2.38.024
Editorial Title: Silas J. Sawyer to Mary Baker Eddy, June 28, 1886
Author: Silas J. Sawyer 
Recipient: Mary Baker Eddy 
Date: June 28, 1886
Manuscript Description: Handwritten by Silas J. Sawyer on unlined paper from Milwaukee, Wisconsin.
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My Beloved Teacher:

I know you will pardon the intrusion, when you hear our reason for it. It is in relation to my own attitude As Written: atitude in ScienceEditorial Note: Christian Science toward what I may term. marriage by the law. For a year or more. there has grown upon me a conviction of the necessity of coming denials, and crucifixions As Written: crucifixtions that I could not then define. Six months or more past these intuitions have come at intervals in clearer forms.

TodayAs Written:To day I am troubled how to decide. upon what I believe I am called upon to do by Science, if I would go higher in spiritual realities. I have answered the question to myself, regardless of the results to myself, because I trust it to God, but if I carry it out shall I do harm to my wife; and this last is what troubles me. Here is these convictions shaped into a self-put question – If the thought and motive of material sense is sin, and hinders spiritual growth; then it must include the marriage relation by the law: Further, ChristEditorial Note: Jesus Christ came to fulfill the law in its spiritual sense. or Science, by destroying the material sense; or construction of the law. that is, material or sensuous marriages.

His words. that mortals greatly err, not knowing the Scriptures; and in heaven we neither marry or are given in marriage.Matt 22:23 ¶The same day came to him the Sadducees, which say that there is no resurrection, and asked him, Matt 22:24 Saying, Master, Moses said, If a man die, having no children, his brother shall marry his wife, and raise up seed unto his brother. Matt 22:25 Now there were with us seven brethren: and the first, when he had married a wife, deceased, and, having no issue, left his wife unto his brother: Matt 22:26 Likewise the second also, and the third, unto the seventh. Matt 22:27 And last of all the woman died also. Matt 22:28 Therefore in the resurrection whose wife shall she be of the seven? for they all had her. Matt 22:29 Jesus answered and said unto them, Ye do err, not knowing the scriptures, nor the power of God. Matt 22:30 For in the resurrection they neither marry, nor are given in marriage, but are as the angels of God in heaven. Mark 12:18 ¶Then come unto him the Sadducees, which say there is no resurrection; and they asked him, saying, Mark 12:19 Master, Moses wrote unto us, If a man’s brother die, and leave his wife behind him, and leave no children, that his brother should take his wife, and raise up seed unto his brother. Mark 12:20 Now there were seven brethren: and the first took a wife, and dying left no seed. Mark 12:21 And the second took her, and died, neither left he any seed: and the third likewise. Mark 12:22 And the seven had her, and left no seed: last of all the woman died also. Mark 12:23 In the resurrection therefore, when they shall rise, whose wife shall she be of them? for the seven had her to wife. Mark 12:24 And Jesus answering said unto them, Do ye not therefore err, because ye know not the scriptures, neither the power of God? Mark 12:25 For when they shall rise from the dead, they neither marry, nor are given in marriage; but are as the angels which are in heaven. Luke 20:27 ¶Then came to him certain of the Sadducees, which deny that there is any resurrection; and they asked him, Luke 20:28 Saying, Master, Moses wrote unto us, If any man’s brother die, having a wife, and he die without children, that his brother should take his wife, and raise up seed unto his brother. Luke 20:29 There were therefore seven brethren: and the first took a wife, and died without children. Luke 20:30 And the second took her to wife, and he died childless. Luke 20:31 And the third took her; and in like manner the seven also: and they left no children, and died. Luke 20:32 Last of all the woman died also. Luke 20:33 Therefore in the resurrection whose wife of them is she? for seven had her to wife. Luke 20:34 And Jesus answering said unto them, The children of this world marry, and are given in marriage: Luke 20:35 But they which shall be accounted worthy to obtain that world, and the resurrection from the dead, neither marry, nor are given in marriage: applying to this world. has convinced me that one great obstacle to spiritual advancement, comes of this error. In Science I have acted upon this conviction, and the result is that now. I am conscious of a yearning desire to be alone, and free, to work for Science alone. When at Oconto, Green Bay, and Fort HowardEditorial Note: Oconto, Wisconsin, Green Bay, Wisconsin, and Fort Howard, Wisconsin, I was happy in my labors nor missed my wife's As Written: wifes presence once; nor have I any regrets in the loss of this human sense of affection. The desire grows stronger to plunge into this battle with all beliefs of sensuality; until the entire dissolution of the material sense of marriage is arrived at.

The answer I desire from you, is yes or no, to my interpretation of Science demands: shall I do right. if I go on in aiming to destroy As Written: distroy this material sense of affection, giving no heed to the result upon my wife, trusting all to God; that He will guide and bring out the form to my demonstrations.

If I could only come into the relation to my wife, that you and your husband, Dr Eddy, enjoyed, then would we present a type of spiritual marriageEditorial Note: See L02048., which would prove a power for Science. in this world. I do not ask for a letter; only your affirmation or negation, for I have made my statement in Science. and you have not time to write long replies. I am greatly encouraged in regard to my wife, and believe, it will not take many such chemicalsEditorial Note: The is a reference to “chemicalization,” a term Mary Baker Eddy used to a termporaty stirring up of symptoms or process of “fermentation” as errors of various types are being destroyed. of sin, as I found her in on my return from Oconto, to bring her over to us, and with us, entirely. It was a revelation to me, my teacher, that I shall not forget, and it unites me closer to our Science, than ever before. SomedayAs Written:Some day I will tell it to you. Please accept a student's As Written: students love, which grows more and more in Christ, and for his teacher as each day rolls around, looking to that glad day wherein Love shall indeed be all.

Faithfully ever
S. J. Sawyer
237AP2.38.024
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Reproduced from the archive of The Mary Baker Eddy Library
My Beloved Teacher:

I know you will pardon the intrusion, when you hear our reason for it. It is in relation to my own atitude Corrected: attitude in ScienceEditorial Note: Christian Science toward what I may term. marriage by the law. For a year or more. there has grown upon me a conviction of the necessity of coming denials, and crucifixtions Corrected: crucifixions that I could not then define. Six months or more past these intuitions have come at intervals in i clearer forms.

To dayCorrected:Today I am troubled how to decide. upon what I believe I am called upon to do by Science, if I would go higher in spiritual realities. I have answered the question to myself, regardless of the results to myself, because I trust it to God, but if I carry it out shall I do harm to my wife; and this last is what troubles me. Here is these convictions shaped into a self-put question – If the thought and motive of material sense is sin, and hinders spiritual groowth; then it must include the marriage relation by the law: Further, ChristEditorial Note: Jesus Christ came to fulfill the law in its spiritual sense. or Science, by destroying the material sense; or construction of the law. that is, material or sensuous marriages.

His words. that mortals greatly err, not knowing the sScriptures; and in heaven we neither marry or are given in marriage.Matt 22:23 ¶The same day came to him the Sadducees, which say that there is no resurrection, and asked him, Matt 22:24 Saying, Master, Moses said, If a man die, having no children, his brother shall marry his wife, and raise up seed unto his brother. Matt 22:25 Now there were with us seven brethren: and the first, when he had married a wife, deceased, and, having no issue, left his wife unto his brother: Matt 22:26 Likewise the second also, and the third, unto the seventh. Matt 22:27 And last of all the woman died also. Matt 22:28 Therefore in the resurrection whose wife shall she be of the seven? for they all had her. Matt 22:29 Jesus answered and said unto them, Ye do err, not knowing the scriptures, nor the power of God. Matt 22:30 For in the resurrection they neither marry, nor are given in marriage, but are as the angels of God in heaven. Mark 12:18 ¶Then come unto him the Sadducees, which say there is no resurrection; and they asked him, saying, Mark 12:19 Master, Moses wrote unto us, If a man’s brother die, and leave his wife behind him, and leave no children, that his brother should take his wife, and raise up seed unto his brother. Mark 12:20 Now there were seven brethren: and the first took a wife, and dying left no seed. Mark 12:21 And the second took her, and died, neither left he any seed: and the third likewise. Mark 12:22 And the seven had her, and left no seed: last of all the woman died also. Mark 12:23 In the resurrection therefore, when they shall rise, whose wife shall she be of them? for the seven had her to wife. Mark 12:24 And Jesus answering said unto them, Do ye not therefore err, because ye know not the scriptures, neither the power of God? Mark 12:25 For when they shall rise from the dead, they neither marry, nor are given in marriage; but are as the angels which are in heaven. Luke 20:27 ¶Then came to him certain of the Sadducees, which deny that there is any resurrection; and they asked him, Luke 20:28 Saying, Master, Moses wrote unto us, If any man’s brother die, having a wife, and he die without children, that his brother should take his wife, and raise up seed unto his brother. Luke 20:29 There were therefore seven brethren: and the first took a wife, and died without children. Luke 20:30 And the second took her to wife, and he died childless. Luke 20:31 And the third took her; and in like manner the seven also: and they left no children, and died. Luke 20:32 Last of all the woman died also. Luke 20:33 Therefore in the resurrection whose wife of them is she? for seven had her to wife. Luke 20:34 And Jesus answering said unto them, The children of this world marry, and are given in marriage: Luke 20:35 But they which shall be accounted worthy to obtain that world, and the resurrection from the dead, neither marry, nor are given in marriage: applying to this world. has convinced me that one great obstacle to spiritual advancement, comes of this error. In Science I have acted upon this conviction, and the result is that now. I am conscious of a yearning desire to be alone, and free, to work for Science alone. When at Oconto, Green Bay, and Fort HowardEditorial Note: Oconto, Wisconsin, Green Bay, Wisconsin, and Fort Howard, Wisconsin, I was happy in my labors nor missed my wifes Corrected: wife's presence once; nor have I any regrets in the loss of this human sense of affection. The desire grows stronger to plunge into this battle with all beliefs of sensuality; until the entire dissolution of the material sense of marriage is arrived at.

The answer I desire from you, is yes or no, to my interpretation of Science demands: shall I do right. if I go on in aiming to distroy Corrected: destroy this material sense of affection, giving no heed to the result upon my wife, trusting all to God; that He will guide and bring out the form to my demonstrations.

If I could only come into the relation to my wife, that you and your husband, Dr Eddy, enjoyed, then would we present a type of spiritual marriageEditorial Note: See L02048., which would prove a power for Science. in this world. I do not ask for a letter; only your affirmativeon or negation, for I have made my statement in Science. and you have not time to write long replies. I am greatly encouraged in regard to my wife, and believe, it will not take many such chemicalsEditorial Note: The is a reference to “chemicalization,” a term Mary Baker Eddy used to a termporaty stirring up of symptoms or process of “fermentation” as errors of various types are being destroyed. of sin, as I found her in on my return from Oconto, to bring her over to us, and with us, entirely. It was a revelation to me, my teacher, that I shall not forget, and it unites me closer to our Science, than ever before. Some dayCorrected:Someday I will tell it to you. Please accept a students Corrected: student's love, which grows more and more in Christ, and for his teacher as each day rolls around, looking to that glad day wherein Love shall indeed be all.

Faithfully ever
S. J. Sawyer
 
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Christian Science Jesus Christ Oconto, Wisconsin, Green Bay, Wisconsin, and Fort Howard, Wisconsin See L02048. The is a reference to “chemicalization,” a term Mary Baker Eddy used to a termporaty stirring up of symptoms or process of “fermentation” as errors of various types are being destroyed.