I have just receivedAs Written:rec'd Dr Fry's note — I do not know what he means when he denies As Written: denys saying I was not to go to the College again until or unless sent for — The one who has been the sufferer from these things does not forget so easily ––
I wrote you a good letter this morning which I will not send because it will not do any good –––
I leave it in the hands of God knowing that all that is hidden shall be revealedMatt 10:26 Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known. Mark 4:22 For there is nothing hid, which shall not be manifested; neither was any thing kept secret, but that it should come abroad. Luke 8:17 For nothing is secret, that shall not be made manifest; neither any thing hid, that shall not be known and come abroad. Luke 12:2 For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known. — I will wait and work — I am very, very sorry for what I have done that is wrong and wherever I have failed I shall strive to learn a lesson therefrom –– I shall endeavor to have no wrong feelings towards those who have wronged me – It shall be so far as I can make it as if it were not, which is true of all error –––
I shall strive in my works and my daily life to do right and be right and I know God will show me the way – If I have not a friend on earth I shall stand here in my motives and my efforts
I have God and I know that He loves and cares for even me — My experiences are only helping me and fitting me for a better work – so I thank God –
Altho' I have often inquired for you and my own inclinations would lead me to much oftener yet perhaps As Written: perhps you can better understand my sympathy that altho' shut out from you I had in times of great trial to yourself set up in my room working for you and effectively and more than that I am working in other directions to meet the wrongs –
God is All power –